….how can i not love you….

I miss you for real…
I don’t even know if you miss me…
I know I shouldn’t miss you..
And there’s no reason you should miss me..
We both happy with our marriage..
But why do I still miss you..
I never meant this feeling I had inside..
I wish we never met….but I’m glad I met you..
Now that I’ve known you…I don’t wanna forget..
But I should forget..
Is there any way to forget you without have to suffer any pain?
Without any broken heart?
I thought a woman could never fall in love again..
And I was positive on that..
But…I’m just so wrong..
Now that I’ve fallen for you
I don’t have any right..
Even for showing this to you…
I should keep it all inside….
But its hurt when I miss you like this..
While you were there..so far away happy with your life..
And I should happy with mine……

Tuhan………tolong aku…….
Engga mau nyakitin siapapun….
Engga mau menduakan…
Kenapa aku begitu lemah menghadapi rasa ini…..
Begitu indah..tapi juga begitu sakit….
Tuhan…..ku tahu Kau tidak menyukai ini..
Tapi kepada siapa kuharus bicara selain pada Mu…

I have to let go..
But I don’t wanna let go….
He’s occupied my mind…

But still..i musnt love him..

How can I not love you
What do I tell my heart..
When will I not want you..
Here in my arms…